Oh look what time it is?

Yes, its 1am yet again. but heck isn't this always when I write my best work? I think I need to stop denying the fact that my relationship with sleep is one of love and hate.

Anyways today was the last day of classes and I literally was so excited at being one step closer to being done with this semester that it took till now for it hit me: This is my last class here until next school year! 9 months away! crazy. Now I just need to get through 3 final exams and then I'm done.

Its going to be quite odd not being here at LFC. Since I did research last summer I've technically been here for 16 months! I think I might miss my residence hall Cleveland Young, the most. Its my home figuratively and literally since it almost looks like an actual house.

Its somehow slightly more comforting knowing that a lot of my friends are going places for the spring semester as well. I feel like we will want to talk to each other about our experiences.

I guess I don't have that much to say tonight I just felt like blogging something.

Someone motivate me to study! Please?

Peace.

Choosing to spend your time wisely.

It is Sunday, and unusually I was not scheduled to work at my part time job. mind you, the schedules have been a little wack lately because managers have been quitting left and right over the past few months and we've had temps and subs, and new ones that quit on us ect. but anyways what did i decide to do with my time? nothing that has helped me really. I decided to contact a friend to resolve and issue that we've been having. I figure there's no good time to deal with it. and it gets me all worked up. you know that feeling when your not sure where your friendship stands and all you want is some sort of closure on an issue? well that's how I've felt for a while. and even just trying to talk to this person about it gets frustrating and makes me upset. I think we are getting closer to being on the same page, and I feel a little better about it right now. but its that feeling that a temporary stressor never seems to become solved. And It also gets me upset when my friends are upset about things and I have no way of knowing about it, I can only speculate. Sometimes i just want it to end and not linger over me. the situation that is not the friendship, because the last thing I want is this friendship to end. There was some progress today, so maybe going on that I can find a way to turn this day around and find something to do other than mope around and linger on it.